everywhere & nowhere 17
“she lost it!”
???
Rumour had it, among my friends back at York, that I’d gone thru some kinda nervous breakdown before I left…
you always told me i was so smart
‘You will be a doctor,’ you said. Or a lawyer.
‘Sit up straight now, Gayle. What would the Queen say if she saw you [...]
Archive for April, 2008
“unlearning”
Posted in Beginnings, This is where I've been, tagged adventure, biography, nicaragua, travel, travel writing on April 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
“all these stories”
Posted in Beginnings, This is where I've been, tagged adventure, nicaragua, travel, travel writing on April 30, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
everywhere & nowhere 16
Dec 2-6/92
San Jose, Costa Rica – Matagalpa, Nicaragua
Micaleh
tapestries
weaving drunk on your words
In and out of San Josefoot traffic. Only half an eye out for a clearing. And that only half the time. Mostly my moment is fixed on the pages of your letter. In my fingers tightly. Didn’t think on waiting til [...]
“on the move”
Posted in Beginnings, This is where I've been, tagged "whereve i've been", adventure, costa rica, friendship, letters, nicaragua, relationships, travel, travel writing on April 30, 2008 | 1 Comment »
everywhere & nowhere 15
November 27, 1992
San Jose, Costa Rica – San Juan del Sur, Nicaragua
Dear Jinnean,
Began a hundred letters, a hundred different stories for my journal, an article on Costa Rica, & about a dozen almosts with variously international and variously intriguing men. Living fragments. Defying psychology and biology texts. I’m not all here. No [...]
“before: an ellipsis”
Posted in Beginnings, This is where I've been, tagged constantquantum, poetry, relationships, travel, travel writing, wandering the planet on April 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
everywhere & nowhere 14
smoky apricots linger
like amber
haunting my stories
mocking before and after
[smile ]
& i guess i don’t do jaded
any better than i do poetry
cuz i’d rather feel your hair
against my lips
tasting its texture
than live with
scent traces
Why did I start here, in the middle of things, with me carrying around this crush? Why not start in [...]
“loose ends”
Posted in Beginnings, This is where I've been, tagged costa rica, letters, tracel writing, travel on April 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
everywhere & nowhere 13
20/11/92
Dear Gayle:
Dearest G.
in Costa Rica
yer missive arriving this watershed week. me tossing my academic career down the institutional john. programme meeting from hell–shit stuff–me inserting many appendages in my mouth at once–enmity incurred from various manipulative faculty say la v. no?
yer exodus a model & inspiration: me realizing academe is the death [...]
“wondering about wandering”
Posted in Beginnings, This is where I've been, tagged adventure, constantquantum, relationships, travel, travel writing, wandering the planet on April 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
everywhere & nowhere 12
…5:00 a.m. don hiking boots and head for the hills…&
this place could be bewitched
all the people of costa rica have been turned into trees and are planted here
savvy saviour of pseudo somnambulism
single solitary, solo sanctuary
sometimes certain, seldom sorry
on the road
a woman making her way alone
hah!
Travel is solipsism, no matter how you look [...]
“artificial intelligence”
Posted in Beginnings, This is where I've been, tagged adventure, costa rica, Monteverde, travel, travel writing on April 26, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
everywhere & nowhere 11
I read somewhere that they are designing a computer programmed to write books. You fill in a few key words and it comes up with a narrative. Fascinating….
“Did you say William Gibson? You mean cyber punk? Your doing a PhD thesis on cyber punk?”he’s practically slavering. I’ve been sitting beside this guy [...]
“entertaining the unknown”
Posted in Beginnings, This is where I've been, tagged letters, on the road, relationships, travel, travel writing on April 26, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
everywhere & nowhere 10
November 4/92
San Jose, Costa Rica…
no: November 8/92 San Joaquin
Dear Michael
????
For four days I have had this page with its promise of “letter” in front of me. After Michael–silence. Not that I’ve been staring at my un-letter in perplexity each of the past 96 hours. For the most part I have been studying [...]
“elsewhere”
Posted in Beginnings, This is where I've been, tagged philosophy, travel, travel writing on April 26, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
everywhere & nowhere 9
If you
look at a
straight line
long enough,
it will
start to
bend
“away”
Posted in Beginnings, This is where I've been, tagged adventure, backpacking, costa rica, earthquakes, This is where I've been, travel writing on April 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
everywhere & nowhere 8
good god! this guy is singing me german polka songs
…not “Si Senora.” But “Ziggy-Zaggi Ziggy-Zaggi. Hoy Hoy Hoy.”
A few too many rum ‘n cokes, I figure. Tho to be honest, he took the guess work out of it, since for the past three hours I’ve been at his bar and he’s been [...]
